Ups and Downs

I had a pretty intense 72 hours. It was like the FOX TV show 24, but mine can be called 72. Okay, I didn't have to stop an assassination or find a deadly virus, but I was on a major rollercoaster ride in my head. I think, it's part physiological, and part psychological. The physiological one shouldn't be too hard to figure out, but the psychological dimension is from a bad interaction with daddy dearest a couple of weeks ago. Yeah, think a well meaning Joan Crawford in pants with a Korean accent.

Today I feel okay, and I hope that the rest of the week will be chill. Although I had a funky thought today about moving to Korea, but I don't know if that's a result of my mood or just where I am at in my life. Don't know if I really fit in the land of red, white and blue, and I'm not sure if I'll fit in the motherland, but I feel like I need to find out for myself, ya know. I definitely do feel like I still can move away, since I'm not married nor have any kids. Who knows, perhaps I'll find "tha one" in Korea. Maybe that's the reason why it hasn't worked out with anyone here. Ma man is a F.O.B. So this is my tentative plan....if I get laid off, then I'm gonna buy that ticket to Korea, where they have real cheap Korean food, and fobby men galore. Oh yesssss!